My Heart

Kimber ~aka~ sweet intoxication
into the heart of {slave k}



sweet_intox@hotmail.com

If You continue on this page You do so at Your own risk. I take NO responsiblity passed the reading of this line if You are not really willing to know a part of me that is not so "sweet". Stop NOW THIS IS YOUR LAST WARNING

This is the secret side that few know about me. I have hidden it from M/many both in ct and rt. This side of me exists for I am truly a submissive at heart. F/few I know understand what is not familiar to them and therefore are quick to judge the way I feel. As well as, what is in my heart. I will take a moment to explain this to Y/you.

First and far most I am a woman. I posses many emotions, needs, wants and dreams for who I am. These things can be released, if allowed through my submission. My submission is the most protected inner part of my being. Deep within me is a burning desire to please. This part of me, while is not all about sex, is the core being of my sexuality and sensuality. In this realm there is no shame or quilt for being this way. Until I let myself forget what I truly am and ignore my heart. When I do such a thing I degrade myself and lessen myself in other’s eyes.

I have come a long way from brat to a lovely submissive. I have learned so much of what my true submission means. My desire to be a woman and lady has brought me a long way. While I am far from perfect in this. And far from reaching that which I can be as a submissive. I have learned to love who I am, even though I struggle with that at times. I am truly beginning to see I am more than I was lead to believe about myself and thought of myself. While I do cross the line at times I am still learning to be the lady I know I can be. The lady I strive to be. I am one of value to be loved and cherished for who I truly am. For so long I have seen myself as nothing more than a toy for others desires and wishes but deep down I know that is not true nor do I wish it to be true. Speaking of myself in terms that degrade me or behaving in such a manner I degrade the value of those that love me as well. I have learned to think before acting although I still make mistakes. I am learning to be more than I thought possible in my eyes and heart and in the eyes of others.

I have learned a great deal from all that I encounter be it Dom or sub.. I have learned what it means to be set apart from others and what it means when more is expected of me. It has taken a while not to see that in a negative way but, I have learned that having more expected of me is a way to teach me to be the best and expect the best of myself. For that I am grateful. I have learned to respect myself in being more than a sassy brat. To regard myself higher than my own expectations. I have grown to respect others opinion for what it is, a way to love and teach me to be better than I believe myself to be.

Deep within me is a place that opens up my being a woman and feeling my submission. A place, knowing I am who I am. I trust One to make decisions that would lead me to the knowledge of myself and knowing it better. Yet, in giving myself that does not mean I abandon all my own thinking and common sense when I am alone. On this path, my common sense, as well as my desire to be better guides me. I have so much more to offer than to be just a teasing toy for One’s eyes.

At times I will protest, resist the journey and instruction...but this will only be futile and something that I must go through in order to understand where I came from to where I am going. It will be the time I am made to push passed it to continue on the path. I trust that this is a process I must go through in order to come out of allowing myself to lessen who I am as a sub and as a woman. This is a very fragile place for me. A place of uncertainty and fear and in times it shows through in my actions such as when I don’t use my head. When I act upon old behaviors that lessen me and lessen my value. In my submission I have found the freedom to explore the innermost recesses of my mind, body, and soul. I strive to serve with my heart and from my heart baring the truths of Love, Honor and Respect.

I hope these words explain who I am and I hope Y/you can accept me for them as it is my heart. If not I truly regret that in aspects and meanings for it is ME!!!

For reasons of my own and with discussions with my family I have decided to explore, learn and grow as a submissive through the means of on-line, reseach through reading and friends. Now many have questioned and asked where my family and husband fit into all this. As stated EVERYTHING has been discussed at great length. Nothing is without his agreed consent and full support. My exploration does not hender my relationship with my family or in my marriage. Everything brought to this family and marriage is enhancement. If you desire more knowledge feel free to contact me. My family accepts and loves me for who I am. My husbands support and decisions are our business and concern.

Yes, yes I know a few people say the above picture does not even look like me but it is. Diane dumped me in the water and that was my "i am freezing my you know what's off and something is biting me" face. *laughs* So here is a picture to compare by::: The shirts are the same. Just this one she captured me right after the fall into the frozen water, crawling to her trying to get up with heavy wet jeans dragging me back into the MUCK of the Mobile Bay!

Anyway..... A little more tidbits about me. Click on the icon below