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10.23.03

Elliott Smith too...

Got bitten fingernails and a head full of the past

And everybody's gone at last

A sweet sweet smile that's fading fast

Cause everybody's gone at last

And you don't get upset about it

No not anymore

There's nothing wrong

That wasn't wrong before

Had a second alone with a chance let pass

And everybody's gone at last

Well i hope you're not waiting

Waiting around for me

Because i'm not going anywhere

Obviously

Got a broken heart and your name on my cast

And everybody's gone at last

Everybody's gone at last


10.9.03

Blah.  Another lonely day, hey.  I've been waiting on
folks for two days straight.  Sad.  I think I must
handle things differently from most.  Sad.  Got
something on my belly that hurts.  Sad.  I think 
maybe it was a metal splinter from using the grinder 
yesterday.  Ouch.



So, on the bright side.....

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...
ah, yes.  had lunch with vet school girl today.  she
is so damned cute. 

I have suddenly become aware of the existence of Lou
Wooster, a madam in Birmingham who opened her brothel
to the poor sick people during the cholera epidemic of
1873.  I want to learn more about her.  She intrigues
me.  Makes me curious about how other female sex 
workers helped to build and sustain cities in the 
1800's and early 1900's.
  

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8.16.03

August 16 already.   Where has the summer gone?  I have
yet to think of anything that I've truly accomplished
this summer.  It's been a very quiet, nesting, cocooning
time.  

I feel as if I've basically just kind of dropped out.
My dog is barking her head off.  She's driving me
nuts.  I swear, she's as anxious as I am.