Can I Offer You A Life?

Man I wish I hadn't done that,
what the fuck was I on,
I've ruined my life,
I should have just gone.
You seem to think I don't regret it,
Like I have no life,
But it seems your the one in need,
Of this knife.
It's not a popularity contest,
Get some real friends,
The phonies around you,
Are just to contend,
With you lots of money,
And resources,
Why can't you figure out,
Who the source is!