smoke burns down to your stubby fingers
candles in the corner
outside the lightning crashes loudly
broken
tattered memories hanging off me loosly
dreamlike somehow
ruins of a previous life where i lived as a prince
awakening
looking outward seeing people as they are
the shadows cast over me
waves rush into my consciousness
beckoning
Black
black the dancing shadow
black my heart of coal
black my emotionless eyes
black the color of deceit
black the color of this life
black the color all around
nothing through black to see
nothing in black to do
nothing from black can come
and black swallows me whole
and black eats me away
and black has won the day
downward spiral
twisting, turning, onward, no end only darkness, depravity,
they come out in a mix of the sweetest emotions,
death, pain, hunger,
the feeling, it eats at my bones, my soul, shredded, tormented, wounded,
into the void i fall
neverending, darkness, cascading,
thinly veiled evil grins forth
the dark part of my soul rejoices
it takes me
swallows me whole
as further into the void i fall
It's Cold
Dark
The lights permanently extinguished
The only solice the bottle of Jack
Reality blurs
The realms of fantasy invade
My grief multiplied
My God doesn't care who I am
The darkness remains
My life enslaved to the darkness around me
Clutching at nothing
Reaching for despair
My mind closes
And I sit, alone in the darkness
for all eternity feeling for the light
The Fire Rages
Walls of flame
The heavens so far from touch
Surrounded by hatred
Evil
Burning
Amidst the heat my soul grows cold
I see love and comfort
Yet I cannot touch
I cannot feel
So thirsty, so bored
My patience replaced by anger
The fires rage on
Scorching my hair
Burning my flesh
Searing my soul til it cares no more
Within the heat I grow colder
And the fires burn still
Stronger and for all eternity
Fuelled by the evils of humanity
Fighting Demons
They surround me
All over the atmosphere
Attacking
Eating from within
Guzzling life force
Temptation
Dragging deep
Smoking my blood
Drinking my brain
Inhalation
Feels so good
So bad in fact
Pulling me through
Dragging deeper
Scraping the basement
I fall to the floor
Staning is what's left
Stupidity, lack of will power
I've lost the battle
More into the veins
So weak, can't resist
Another hit, everything crumbles
The pleasure, the pain
Nothing else remains
Have to feed the addiction
The offer on the table
I give in again
The war is over
And I lie in my coffin defeated
She reaches down
It's started
Passionate embrace
Colours flow together
Flesh contact
Deep sensation
As Adam and Eve
The apple bitten
Touching everywhere
Hearts racing
Locked together
Lust, love, pleasure
Kissing all over
Temptation and beyond
So right, so wrong
It continues
To fast to stop
Horizontal
Blood flowing
Passion heightened
Tongues entwined
Wishing it'd go on forever
In her, deeper
All senses so alive
The world perfect
Expressions of joy
Of love forbidden
Mixing emotions
Erotic beyond belief
She smiles
Her eyes so beautiful
And I lie and watch her
As she falls asleep
In my arms
No enough poetry absorbed gentle reader?
Blast's poetry
a poem I wrote which lives on Aj's page, it's about life and up's and down's