Oh what a feeling...
my heart sank
to a depth
unimaginable
when I saw
you were here.
All of the hoping
and all of
the waiting
finally seem to
make sense again
and
You were sweet.
and the night
was surreal...
but nice.
It was surreal...
but nice.
I felt a shed
of resistance
and your dissappointment
would make me
imagine
it was you instead
My wish
for your love
is not a wish
at all
but a hope
for the longing
that will make
me feel special...
because of you.