WELCOME TO MY PAGE ...

I'm here on the web to ask for everyone's help accross the country. This is not another woman asking for money for breast implants..this is more of a life situation...i have no choice but to do this. First i'll give you a lil history about why im doing this page.it is hard for me to even mention any of this to complete strangers Back in 2000, i got married to a great guy who was my high school sweetheart,(i love you sweety)we had a preety baby girl in the begining of july of 2000,unfortunatly she was born mentally handicaped and with a skin disorter as well,we stuggled a bit with that and things were great and things were moving along just fine.. until 3 years later he was killed in a car accident on the way comin home from work ;( i miss him so bad! now i am by myself and single parent/widow at the age of 26. My parents only had one child and it was me,the only child,we were active in our church from what i remember as a child and as i grew they guilded me in the right direction..by staying away from harm,like drugs, alcohol and bad men,and staying focused while in school...they helped me alot thru my schooling and with my daughter when she was born,they were the best parents anyone can have,and i miss them as well (i love you mom and dad) but then the day after mothers day 2002 she died of lung cancer,which she battled a long time until it took her,and my dad just died of a heart attack 15 weeks ago ..which i'm struggling with that everyday,they were my world the only people in my world that i can go to. it's going on 9 weeks since i was recently laid off from a job which i have been there for a long time,and since productivity was at it lowest they decided to close down on short notice...what a lovey corperate world we live in huh! ;( now i have exausted all of my savings in order to keep going,but now i see me and my daughter are getting close to being homeless and in debt for life...my friends cant do much cause they have childern and family of their own, plus i practiclly had my friends already help me for as much as they could,my mortgage is 3 months past due,my water been shut off for the first time,and now my lights any day now,my car i can't keep it on the road any more,so it's sitting..plus im still paying off my school tuition which is at 13k to date,i paid off almost 7K and my credit cards im about 5k in debt,from using it on school supplies,medications,food,and paying bills.i cant use them because i havent been unable to pay them off..I am a finacial wreck. I do not wish this on anyone!!!...it puts a bad depressing feeling in you when someone like my self had done and did the right things in life and had people you love disapear on you and now your all alone,with a snap of a finger. I do not want to be the people who you see walking in your local strip malls pushing a shopping cart and picking up bottles with their childern tagging along behind them or have my child be with out an education. Im doing this for my daughter to protect her,and as well protect my life from being worthless to my daughter... i never ever leave my daughter with strangers, i never drank or used drugs ever and i dont plan to!!! I have goals in life and my goal is to get out of this finanical hell that im in.. for the sake of both of our lives and get back to where i/we were and live a prosperous life.i never want to be like this again!!! In my mind i feel i had good things in my life and did the right things, like finish high school,go to collage a couple of years,get married to a good guy and have childern one day ..i had thos untill...now i have almost nothing.i can say thank god im healthly..but not my child..nor is our life going to be any healthier if we go down this path that we all never want to go down...im asking you please who ever is reading this page i have created,to please DONATE to us, we need money to keep our home,keep our lights and water on,get our car back on the road so i can go out there and find a job,and provide for me and my child and have a fresh start by having our roof that i boughts after my marriage, i do not want to loose that,i still feel my husband there even though he no longer with me, and staying there will keep me sain for the most part... what ever you have even if it's a $1,$5,or any generous amount..it will be greatfully appreciated,and god will look down to you and praise you for your generocity and graciousness to you neighboor. i have provided a button on this page that you can click to, to send us your generous donation. I will keep all of you in my thoughts and heart forever for the ones who will help us.