Jan 1st, 2002- Another year, more problems to be heaped upon me and more life experience to be had too. Im not sure if im looking forward to it or not. I wish i was still somewhat younger than i am so i could be at a point where i didnt have to pay so much attention to life and i could just have fun. When i try to do that now, things just get fucked up. My new yrs party kind of sucked..not sure why, i just felt crappy. I hope this new year brings something new to me. My resolutions are the same resolutions ive always had;lose weight, stop biting fingernails and let hair grow out..oh yeah and find a guy whos different than any ive dated before.