Can’t set you free

I’m killing myself because I thought I was in love with you.

I don’t know why I thought it, now I can only cry.

I lost you as well as hope, hope that could bring me joy,

Now I only see you when I close my eyes.

Tears under my eyelids as I see what you once were,

Someone I could always trust and someone who would always be there.

But now your not and I’m lost in the world,

I look where you used to stand, all I see is only air.

Maybe if I hadn’t lied and told you what I thought,

You’d still be here today to talk to me.

I hear your voice inside my head advising me about life,

You are now lost and I can’t set you free.

                                                Grace