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[12 Jan 2003|03:23pm] |
Today = sunday
and I pretty much just woke up.. LOL, i gotta lot to do today so today is mostly gone suck..
I gotta fill out like 400 applications cuz I need a job so I can get a new fuckin car.. School is tommorow which sucks more then anything,, I dont feel like goin back its exams week. Blah...
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[08 Jan 2003|03:02pm] |
today = wednesday
woke up, got ready as usual. miss my car..
1st hour - sat around fixed some computers
2nd hour - same..
3rd hour - actually did my math, what do you know?
4th hour - teacher=prick, made fun of him alot, almost got written up, u know..
5th hour - teacher hates me but I have the highest grade in the class
6th hour - sat and talked and didnt do review sheet..
Evan drove me home.. now I'm sitting here..
dunno whats up for today
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[06 Jan 2003|12:00am] |
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staind - outside |
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hello all, I am so depressed. I cant even explain, god seems like he is taking everything away from me all at once.. I dont understand what I did to deserve any of this?
seriously...
waited for this girl lisa to come online all day, needed to talk to her, didn't want to call and intrude with anything, u all know..
life..
*laughter*
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[05 Jan 2003|01:03am] |
Thankyou everyone who has been there for me. I really apreciate all the love.. <3
umm, life was alot better befor.. Im not talk like YEARS AND YEARS ago, im talkin like maybe 2 or 3 years ago.. But oh well u know?
sigh
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[04 Jan 2003|03:38am] |
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my world falling apart again. |
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I got in a car accident, its 3:39, the car accident happend at 11:19.. My car, is totaled, every window is broke, car bent in half, car caught on fire, engine blew up, and tires poped, air bags went off, lights broken to.. My leg and my neck hurt.. This happend on 13 mile.. sigh.. what now? I also got another ticket.. im done for..Everyone who see it said I was lucky to be alive and I truley am, bumps and scratches go away.. The car looks like a plane hit it... ;[
Thank you to everyone who cares.. I love u all..
One of my best and closest friends wrote this about me.. And I realized, seriously why does this shit always happen to me.. I also realized that i got a great friend like Joe, love you brother..
"Man so much happens to him. Hes prolly my bestfriend and Im tired of him getting shafted by the world. He deserves so much better then what the world is given him. He has been by my side threw all my problems and helped me through a lot. He truely is a great friend. I hope he knows that and I hope he knows I'm here for him no matter what he needs. Good Luck man."
-vince. the sad, sad, poster boy..
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[03 Jan 2003|10:38pm] |
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J Timberlake - Take it from here |
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I wanna be your lake, or your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash 'em away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind
I wanna be your air
So sweet and fair
So when you feel that you can't breathe
Ma, I'll be there
I wanna be your answer, all the time
When you see how I put your life before mine
With no question
When all the love feels gone
And you can't carry on
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don't worry, girl
I'ma take it from here
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| leave me fun |
[03 Jan 2003|10:34pm] |
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| FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!! |
[03 Jan 2003|10:07pm] |
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Mase and Jewels - Harlem Niggas |
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J/K,,, more like.. Friday, night... sigh..
Waste of another day off. Got dressed again for no reason.. Alllll of my friends = with girlfriends..
Terrible, im startin to feel like an ass.. lol hmmmm
seriously...
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| hey there.. |
[02 Jan 2003|11:17pm] |
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Nas - Made you Look (remix) |
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Well I didnt do shit today really. I sat around the house.. Im sittin here now waitin for someone to come online.. yeah, Ummm my comp is turning really shitty.. lol.. KP is stayin the night, we bout to rent a movie.. the end..
=/
life = blah
ttyl
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| Craaaaaazy night.. |
[01 Jan 2003|03:50am] |
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no.. |
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thats all I gotta say.. its 3:50.. ummm, yup..
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| ay yo |
[31 Dec 2002|12:53am] |
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Poster Boy - Jurassic Harlem |
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they call me hem rock the hustla/
sold dope to customers/
team strong we go to war like a band of brothers/
you can find me sippin bicardi, bangin in partys/
ma you down for the set up throw in the set up/
rumor is them downy hill boys gonna leave me red up/
ya'll go tupac dreams but keep your head up/
all i do is blow trees and smoke hard all day/
funny guy you should be on stage with Renardo Ray/
this aint no propiganda, sometimes i feel like god/
i may be buggin but god I gotta know sumthin/
thats the truth I pack cannions/
how you want it sun Im like a pack of packistanions..
Thats the anthem! holla
Umm today..
woke up at like 3, lol
lakeside
ash sopola(c town grad) was there, good to see her, hung out with her on break.
baught Abercrombie outfit
Funny how she hangs out with all my friends and not me
you know
me and jay drove around
no one was aroud, probably at some gay ass place playing pool but they suck at it anyway
alex was goin to some party thingy
kp n joe were with there GFs
ant was just chillin hair cut and what not
I baught a slurpee
talked on the phone
went home
sat here.
byes.
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[27 Dec 2002|11:43pm] |
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Blink 182 - Stay together for the kids |
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Hi everyone, sorry, I felt like bein alone tonight really so if we had plans yes I'm an ass but I felt like just bein alone so I turned off my cell and drove around listenin to songs. Blah huh?!
I dont know whats goin on at all recently.. I spent all of my x mas money LOL..
ps2,car shiz,games,new pb gun,cologne, other misc things.. Well im bored and out..
"If its what he wants and its what she wants then whys there so much pain..."
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| Just got home.. |
[26 Dec 2002|12:38am] |
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Mobb Deep - Shook One pt. II |
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Just got home from my grandpas.. Hope you all had a good x mas! Tooo bad its over, but we still got vacation so party it up..
Its 12:39 its prob to late to call Melissa but Ima try anyway!
=]
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| Merry X mas all.. |
[25 Dec 2002|03:46am] |
Its christmas.. Well its 3:46.. Im not a sleep, doin alot of thinkin.. Just wanted to post these lyrics..
I was counting down minutes.
I was wishin' on the stars.
I was prayin' for a sign,
And tryin' to beat the odds.
I was dreamin' of you,
Love before I saw your face.
And there you were,
Waitin' for that day.
Then you reached through the hurricane,
When you baby you called me name.
You broke through the storm,
And you turned back the night.
Baby you are the fire,
Burnin' the midnight sky,
And your love,
Keeps taking me higher.
Just when all hope was gone,
Where the hero belongs...
There you were.
Must have broken into heaven,
Just to roll back the clouds.
Were you on a mission.
Were you seekin me out.
Was I that one in a million.
Was I that one sacred kiss,
That you couldn't chance,
You just couldn't miss.
Then You whisperes through the silent tears,
When you swept away all my fears.
You broke through the storm,
And you turned back the night.
Baby you are the fire,
Burnin' the midnight sky,
And your love,
Keeps taking me higher.
Just when all hope was gone,
Where the hero belongs...
There you were.
Standin' in the middle of nowhere,
With your arms wide open and you,
You were the reason when there was no reason.
In my life
You're the reason in my life.
You broke through the storm,
And you turned back the night.
Baby you are the fire,
Burnin' the midnight sky,
And your love,
Keeps taking me higher.
Just when all hope zas gone,
Where the hero belongs...
There you were.
You broke through the storm,
And you turned back the night.
Baby you are the fire,
Burnin' the midnight sky,
And your love,
Keeps taking me higher.
Just when all hope was gone,
Where the hero belongs...
There you were.
Like the light in the eye of the storm,
Tellin' me not to cry anymore.
Where I watched my whole world fall apart,
Shinin' through like on angel from afar
You broke through the storm,
And you turned back the night.
Baby you are the fire,
Burnin' the midnight sky,
And your love,
Keeps taking me higher.
Just when all hope was gone,
Where the hero belongs...
There you were.
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| Sups... Merry x mas eve! |
[24 Dec 2002|06:36pm] |
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Eminem - Purple Pills (lol) |
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Well I'm about to go meet up my family to go out to eat! I hope your all havin a good holiday.. JK, I dont really care.. LOL.. Well.. Recent news..
I dunno whats goin on with Kim.
I got all the X mas presents I'm gettin so far
Im hungry
I met a really nice girl named Melissa..
She works at the mall
Shes fun
Once again I'm hungry, havnt eatin all day.
I have no clue whihc restauraunt im goin to... at all..
I miss some people
Hope see/talk to them soon
Bye
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[23 Dec 2002|05:04am] |
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Still up, messin with this.. testin..
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