Waiting for happiness
The pain never leaves
Walking through these dark caves
Never trying to grieve
Take a look at my eyes they are hollow and dull
They lost their life a long time ago
My body tired
My mind weak
All of this while tears flow down my cheek
My veins untouched
My life uncut
A sort of comfort in a life finally shut
I’m going insane and I can barely notice
From screams to hell right back into the lotus
Ill stay strong
But no promising smile remains
No laugh no wonder
Just me living in this endless blunder
A joke my life
A prank from angels
Sent forth to me
God damn I live with little to see
My veins untouched
My life uncut
A sort of comfort in a life finally shut
I’m going insane and I can barely notice
From
screams to hell right back into the lotus
