When I was younger I was extremely religious. So much so that I wanted to become a priest. That was my dream. The was until I found out you couldn't marry and become a priest in the Catholic Church. Even at the early age of 10 I knew that I wanted to experience the enternal, perfect love in a marriage. Years later, I've learned that doesn't exist. TV and movies constantly show you the type of perfect love and bliss. This is only vaguely true. They rarely show you a real relationship and its problems like man's inability to keep his dick in his pants and women's inability to keep a dick out of hers. They never show the cheating, lying, manipulation, leading on, fighting which is all quickly followed by one of the parties saying "I love you" and its not clear if the person saying it truly believes that's how they feel. Someone once said the ideal situation would be the freedom to date or fuck or whatever anyone you wanted at anytime, no consequences. I disagree. I think a loving, permanant relationship is ideal. The problem is anything ideal is unattainable. That's what makes it ideal. Same as what makes a dream a dream.


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