You say I can't do these things
All this damage to myself
You say I have to fix these things
And get my life on track
You say I need to shut the windows
Keep my demons on the outside
You say I need to find my way
Blaze a path to follow
You say I need to make a change
And keep myself alive
You say you see how I feel
But you're blind to it all
You say I need to make amends
For the million mistakes I've made
You say you car what happens to me
But you couldn't care less
You say I need to choose life
But there's something you don't know
I'm already dead
You just don't know it yet
Because you haven't looked or asked
Physically, I'm still functioning
But everything else died
A long time ago