Doctrine of Hate
*Disclaimer: This is NOT about anyone so don't read into it. It's just something I wrote, focusing my anger and hatred of some things, some places, some people. That's all. In other words, don't fucking analyze it and come to me asking why I wrote this about you. thank you.*
I just wanted to write you
To let you know I hate you.
We're not talking grade school shit either.
This is fucking despisal here.
I'd go as far as to say I loathe you.
Now some may think I've lost it.
Done gone and flipped my lid.
Maybe. That's yet to be determined.
All I know is how I feel about you
Seriously. I didn't know I was capable,
Capable of this strong of in emotion
Towards anyone at all.
But yet again you've proven me wrong.
See, I hate you for all that you've done to me
For all the pain you've brought into my life
It's inconceivable I tell you.
You couldn't fathom it and if you could,
You'd break down in tears begging my forgiveness.
And you know what? I probably would.
Either that or spit in your face.
Haven't decided yet.
I could just tear you down
Ten minutes alone w/ you and I'd break you in half
Not w/ physical force mind you, with words
See I know that scars will heal.
But if you damage someone's heart, their mind
Well that's some severe psychosis you can cause.
See I could do numerous things to you
Extract my revenge in some cold heartless manner
Appalling all of mankind.
But see, I'm not like you. I won't do that
Besides you're not worth my time.
So just know that I hate you.
Know what it is you did to me
Know all the pain that you caused me
Who knows? Maybe someday I'll get over it.
Not bloody likely.
Inconceivable