Redrum

I want to kill
I want to see the blood
As it pours from the wound
That i inflicted
I want to hear the screams
Of Terror in the victim's throat
I want to feel the power of god
In taking one's life
I want to taste the sweat of excitement
As it drips down my smiling face
I want to smell the cool night
That encompasses this dark act
I want to see that which i do not desire
Drain from the body
And envy it
i want that death
i crave sweet oblivion
i want to be judged by a god
in which i hold no belief
and laugh at his judgement
i want reincarnated
into this world
to hate it again
i want out of this world
of hate and anger
greed and vengance
I want to kill
But who?
myself or Another?