The Many People in My life

These are the people in my life who have influenced me

Robin : Why does she have to be so damn smart. I can't hide anything from her...so I guess that's a good thing. She's done the most to support me, and I'm super grateful for that. Some how she understands and always says the right thing...and she is always there when ever I need her. I really think I've dissapointed her though, and I think she'd be so much happier with me if I stopped. She's the only person i could ever trust with my "tools" and, I have given them to her. It's so weird like I considor one of my best friends...so why does everyone have a problem with that. i dunno...but I luv her. I dont care how weird it seems.

Nichol: She's like my twin sister...our parents don't know it...but we had to have been seperated at birth or something. She understands what I'm going through...and is going through something kinda similar.

My mother: Well...she's the reason I cut 95% of the time. She has this tendancy to get really mad and start screaming at me. She's the biggest bitch I know. I just can't stand her...and ppl wonder i make myself busy.

My Fater: If your not happy...get out, common sense tells ya that. So why is he scared of m mom? In my eyes he's weak and that's what bugs me about him.

Julie: She's my neighbor, and doesn't know about my cutting. But, she has helped me alot, just by letting me come over, and talking about absolutely nothing. One day I'll tell her.

Cassie: Cass doesn't know, but she has been really great lately. She's so fun to be around, and I never feel depressed around her.

Angela: She's a girl I work with, and always has positive things to say. She's so real and she's like an older sister. I worry a lot about her, but I always worry. I have told Angela...and I probably shouldn't have but I do trust her and I was trying to get a point across at the time.

Carol: I love Carol like another mom or something. She yells at me when i need to be yelled at, consoles me when I need to be consoled, and she's done a lot for me.

Elliot: OMG... I really can't stand him. He's one of those really psyco psycologists who have no idea what they are doing.Its like working with all those sckitzo's has worn off on him. I wonder who else he screwed up.

There's a whole lot more, but I dont feel like adding them now.