Rope Around My Wrists

The rope thats rapped around my wrists
Is cutting to my vains
I feel realse from all this pain
As I lie here thinking of death
And how I'll go, a thought of you
Runs through my head
And if I did what I feel I should do
You'd probably die soon after too
You've been a important part of my life
I love you more than words can describe
But I still hold all my pain and hurt deep inside
And perhaps if you only knew whats going on
Deep inside my head
You'd put me away somewhere where we could hide
And no one could harm me or you
Yet some times I wish I'd just die
Cause the rope thats tided to my wrists
Is cutting to my vains
And I can remember the blade I first pressed
To my wrists and how it felt
I thought, 'this is it very soon Ill be free,'
But it didn't work and I really dont know why
If I did I know you would cry
And surely I know it and you do to
You too, you would die to.
Written By Cara'TF' McMillan