They told me the big
black Lab's name was Reggie
as I looked at him lying in his pen. the
shelter was
clean, no-kill, and the people really friendly.
I'd only
been in the area for six months, but everywhere
I went in the small
college town, people were welcoming and
open. Everyone waves when
you pass them on the
street.
But something was still missing
as I attempted to
settle in to my new life here, and I thought a
dog
couldn't hurt. Give me someone to talk to.
And I had just
seen Reggie's advertisement on the local
news. The shelter said
they had received numerous
calls right after, but they said the people
who had come
down to see him just didn't look like "Lab
people,"
whatever that meant. They must've
thought I did.
But
at first, I thought the shelter had misjudged me
in giving me Reggie
and his things, which consisted of a dog
pad, bag of toys almost all of
which were brand new tennis
balls, his dishes, and a sealed letter from
his previous
owner. See, Reggie and I didn't really hit it
off
when we got home. We struggled for two weeks (which is
how
long the shelter told me to give him to adjust to his
new home).
Maybe it was the fact that I was trying to
adjust, too.
Maybe we were too much alike.
For some reason, his stuff
(except for the tennis
balls - he wouldn't go anywhere without two
stuffed in
his mouth) got tossed in with all of my other
unpacked
boxes. I guess I didn't really think he'd need
all
his old stuff, that I'd get him new things once he
settled in.
but it became pretty clear pretty soon
that he wasn't going
to.
I tried the normal commands the shelter told me
he
knew, ones like "sit" and "stay" and
"come" and "heel," and he'd
follow
them - when he felt like it. He never really seemed
to
listen when I called his name - sure, he'd look in my
direction
after the fourth of fifth time I said it, but then
he'd just go back to
doing whatever. When I'd
ask again, you could almost see him sigh
and then grudgingly
obey.
This just wasn't going to work.
He chewed a
couple shoes and some unpacked boxes. I was a
little
too stern with him and he resented it, I could tell.
The
friction got so bad that I couldn't wait for the two
weeks to be up,
and when it was, I was in full-on search
mode for my cellphone amid all
of my unpacked stuff. I
remembered leaving it on the stack of
boxes for the guest
room, but I also mumbled, rather cynically, that
the
"dog probably hid it on me."
Finally I found it, but before
I could punch up the
shelter's number, I also found his pad and other
toys
from the shelter.. I tossed the pad in Reggie's
direction
and he snuffed it and wagged, some of the most
enthusiasm I'd seen
since bringing him home. But
then I called, "Hey, Reggie, you
like that? Come
here and I'll give you a treat." Instead,
he
sort of glanced in my direction - maybe "glared"
is more accurate
- and then gave a discontented sigh and
flopped down. With his
back to me.
Well, that's not going to do it either,
I
thought. And I punched the shelter phone
number.
But I hung up when I saw the sealed envelope.
I
had completely forgotten about that, too.
"Okay,
Reggie," I said out loud, "let's see if
your
previous owner has any
advice.".........
_______________________________________
To
Whoever
Gets My Dog:
Well, I can't say that I'm
happy you're reading this, a
letter I told the shelter
could only be opened by Reggie's new
owner.
I'm not even happy writing it. If you're
reading this,
it means I just got back from my last car ride
with my Lab after
dropping him off at the shelter. He
knew something was
different. I have packed up his pad
and toys before and set them
by the back door before a trip,
but this time... it's like he knew
something was
wrong. And something is wrong... which is why I
have
to go to try to make it right.
So let me tell you
about my Lab in
the hopes that it will help you bond with him and he
with
you.
First, he loves tennis balls.
the more the
merrier. Sometimes I think he's part
squirrel, the way he hordes
them. He usually always
has two in his mouth, and he tries to get
a third in
there. Hasn't done it yet. Doesn't
matter
where you throw them, he'll bound after it, so be
careful - really
don't do it by any roads. I made
that mistake once, and it almost
cost him
dearly.
Next, commands. Maybe
the
shelter staff already told you, but I'll go over
them
again: Reggie knows the obvious ones -
"sit," "stay,"
"come,"
"heel." He knows hand signals:
"back" to turn around
and go back when you put
your hand straight up; and "over" if you put
your
hand out right or left. "Shake" for shaking
water off,
and "paw" for a high-five. He
does "down" when he feels like
lying down - I bet
you could work on that with him some more. He
knows
"ball" and "food" and "bone"
and "treat" like nobody's
business.
I trained Reggie with small food
treats.
Nothing opens his ears like little pieces of
hot
dog.
Feeding schedule: twice a
day, once about seven
in the morning, and again at six in
the evening. Regular
store-bought stuff; the shelter
has the brand.
He's up on
his shots.
Call the clinic on 9th Street and update his info
with
yours; they'll make sure to send you reminders for when
he's
due. Be forewarned: Reggie hates the
vet. Good luck
getting him in the car - I don't
know how he knkows when it's time to
go to the vet, but
he knows.
Finally, give him some
time.
I've never been married, so it's only been Reggie
and me for
his whole life. He's gone everywhere
with me, so please include
him on your daily car rides if
you can. He sits well in the
backseat, and he
doesn't bark or complain. He just loves to
be
around people, and me most especially.
Which means that
this transition is
going to be hard, with him going to live with
someone
new.
And that's why I need to share
one more
bit of info with you....
His name's not
Reggie.
I
don't know what made me do
it, but when I dropped him off at the
shelter, I told them
his name was Reggie. He's a smart dog,
he'll
get used to it and will respond to it, of that I have
no
doubt. but I just couldn't bear to give them his
real name.
For me to do that, it seemed so final, that
handing him over to
the shelter was as good as me admitting
that I'd never see him again.
And if I end up
coming back, getting him, and tearing up this
letter, it
means everything's fine. But if someone else
is
reading it, well... well it means that his new owner should
know
his real name. It'll help you bond with
him. Who knows,
maybe you'll even notice a change
in his demeanor if he's been giving
you
problems.
His real name is Tank. Because that is what
I drive.
Again, if you're reading this
and you're
from the area, maybe my name has been on the
news. I told the
shelter that they couldn't make
"Reggie" available for adoption until
they
received word from my company commander. See, my
parents
are gone, I have no siblings, no one I could've
left Tank with... and
it was my only real request of the
Army upon my deployment to Iraq ,
that they make one phone
call the the shelter... in the "event"... to
tell
them that Tank could be put up for adoption. Luckily,
my
colonel is a dog guy, too, and he knew where my platoon
was
headed. He said he'd do it
personally. And if you're
reading this, then
he made good on his word.
Well, this
letter is getting to
downright depressing, even though, frankly, I'm
just
writing it for my dog. I couldn't imagine if I
was
writing it for a wife and kids and family. but still,
Tank
has been my family for the last six years, almost as
long as the Army
has been my family.
And now I hope and pray that you
make
him part of your family and that he will adjust and
come to love you
the same way he loved me.
That unconditional love from a dog
is
what I took with me to Iraq as an inspiration to do
something selfless,
to protect innocent people from those
who would do terrible things...
and to keep those terrible
people from coming over here. If I had
to give up Tank
in order to do it, I am glad to have done so. He
was
my example of service and of love. I hope I honored
him by
my service to my country and comrades.
All right, that's
enough.
I deploy this evening and have to drop this letter off
at
the shelter. I don't think I'll say another
good-bye to
Tank, though. I cried too much the first
time. Maybe I'll
peek in on him and see if he
finally got that third tennis ball in
his
mouth.
Good luck with Tank. Give him
a good
home, and give him an extra kiss goodnight - every
night - from
me.
Thank you,
Paul
Mallory
_____________________________________
I
folded
the letter and slipped it back in the envelope. Sure
I
had heard of Paul Mallory, everyone in town knew him, even
new
people like me. Local kid, killed in Iraq a few
months ago and
posthumously earning the Silver Star when he
gave his life to save
three buddies. Flags had been at
half-mast all
summer.
I leaned forward in my chair and rested my elbows
on
my knees, staring at the dog.
"Hey, Tank," I said
quietly.
The dog's head whipped up, his ears cocked and
his
eyes bright.
"C'mere boy."
He was instantly on
his feet, his nails clicking on
the hardwood floor. He sat in
front of me, his head
tilted, searching for the name he hadn't heard
in
months.
"Tank," I whispered.
His tail
swished.
I kept whispering his name, over and over, and
each
time, his ears lowered, his eyes softened, and his
posture
relaxed as a wave of contentment just seemed to flood
him.
I stroked his ears, rubbed his shoulders, buried
my face into his
scruff and hugged him.
"It's me now, Tank, just you and me.
Your
old pal gave you to me." Tank reached up and
licked my cheek.
"So whatdaya say we play some
ball? His ears perked
again.
"Yeah? Ball? You like that?
Ball?" Tank
tore from my hands and
disappeared in the next room.
And
when he came back, he had three tennis balls in
his
mouth.