Anthony's Poetry From the Heart

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See into my heart with golden smile,
See with the happiness that I always have given you.
I love you forever and my love for you will never stop.

When I see your smile,
My heart beats faster with joy.
I am exuberated I have your love inside of my heart.
I enjoy your tranquil beauty.
I enjoy your playful walk,
Who knows what I would do without you by my side.

My truth lies within you,
Always has my soul been within your arms,
Always glowing with sunshine brightness.
See me as a loving person.
See me as a simple person.
I am all that you wanted.
You are my purest thought.
My simple joy.
Who know's what I would do without you,
My angelic love.

Without your love I fall below the bottom,
I cry with eternal pain if I can't be with you,
My eyes fade into the shadow,
My pupils recede and only night shines through.

If I can't be with you my mind would collapse.
I can't smile without your touch upon my skin,
Your soft rose petal kisses upon my longing lips,
Your heart beating next to mine,
I will long for every night with you.

See into me and I will see into you,
I grow with your love,
I will see within your eyes,
I will feel your power in me,
I will smile with grace,
Because you came to me.

I know what my mind thinks,
I may be crazy for loving you,
But my heart beats with such excitement,
It has to be love,
Boiling up from the depths of my sorrowed heart.
I am alive.

With you by my side,
I am the ruler you are my queen,
Raising hell upon our world,
We rule with ecstasy and strength.

So true,
So powerful,
I can not deny you.
No one should deny you,
I am never going to deny you.



Let Your Dim Light Shine

Silence,
Shining forth,
Through the dimmest sounds,
Divided by gray,
Sustained by each soul.
Individualistic with each heart,
Devine with each flower that grows,
Hard as each death that follows.

Dim as the last light of the setting sun,
Dim as the last breath of life,
Dim as the last hope,
Dim as the last love that was within.

Shining silently forth,
Deep within the hearts of the weakened,
Light of the last hopes,
Light of the last love,
But still it shines.
No matter how weak your light may be,
It will shine on,
Till you have no hope.

Let your dim light shine,
Maybe it will touch a soul as dim as yours.
Together,
Both negatives will cancel each other out,
Light of immense power shall break on through,
Guiding your souls to another land,
Devised for the good and not the sorrowed.

But the truly lonely,
The weak and the sorrowed,
Who are so drowned with pain,
Lost in the realms of hell,
Head full of weighted sorrows,
Who have only a little light to shed. . .
They fade away,
Sinking into the shadows,
Drowning in their own sorrows without hope of breathing once more.

Choked and breathing,
Dead and alive,
Sad and happy,
Alone and surrounded.
Light so dim,
Every feeling falls short of the positive,
And drowns away.
Lost,
But faith will guide you out of your pain,
Let your dim light shine,
Someone will lift you off your knees,
Then your light will brighten the faces of those who are dim.



Absence

Without the skin here,
I grow cold inside,
Weak and lost.
Small fleeting moments of pleasure seem to keep me afloat,
But pleasure is an empty feeling.

Running naked through muck filled swamps,
Trying to pull out of these sticky sorrows,
But eventually I am just another sucker to be pulled under.
Crying with gurgling screams,
Drowning in my own self.

My mind is absence of all thoughts,
All faith,
All life,
Nothing is left of me,
Just my shell.

The winds of hell run after me,
Chasing my soul down,
Burning my heels as I try to get ahead of my pain.
I run and run,
Nothing in sight,
Nothing but the absence,
So I stop running
Waitting to die.

Flames lick my nakedness.
I see my soul burst into flames,
Heart and mind dissolve,
I fade away into nothing,
Absent of life was I.



Dimly

Darkness,
Dimly seeing,
Without a guide,
Without a heart,
Dimly. . .
Nothing.

Broken heart,
Beaten down,
Child's tears.
Forgotten by the world.
Is this right?

One eye closed,
One eye sown shut,
Long needles pierced through lying lips,
Colorless,
Heart broken,
Dimly shining.

Reckless,
Thrown down,
Thick within the skull,
Still fighting,
Without a cause.

Warm heart?



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Slowly across the sands of life you walk,
Looking hollowly into the horizon,
Waiting for something to happen,
Waiting for someone to come and meet you from beyond the horizon of the dawn.
But nobody comes and a tear rolls down your face.

Alone you walk the night,
Listening to the breaking waves on the beach,
Watching the salty lies of the sea drag the sand from under your feet,
And you wonder where is the love,
Where is my happiness?
I don't want to cry any more you think to yourself,
But pain will always be a part of your life and that....
Is the sad thing.

As you walk down the beach....
You look in the distance and see the beach stretch on forever,
When will this lonlieness stop,
When can I smile again? 
Than from the opposite direction,
A man who seems as weary as you is walking your way, 
His face is melting from his soul as your soul is melting.

Closer and closer you walk towards each other,
Than without noticing you have reached each other,
You bump into him,
He looks up at you and smiles,
And you smile,
Then from the ocean's waves you walk into the sunset,
Each of you talk through your problems and make each other smile.

Even though you may cry and hurt,
Someone will meet you on your road,
This person will make you smile and laugh,
This person will love you like nobody else,
This person will give you everything you need to make it through your sorrows,
And in turn you will help them through their sorrows,
It will be love beyond the bounds of every lie and hurt that each of you felt,
It will be actually true love and not lying love.

Welcome

You have found my words,
You have found my thoughts,
You have found a piece of me.

Look into my words,
You will see me,
You will find me here,
Not a picture,
Not a voice,
But my writings,
My life,
My soul,
All of me and much more.

I love,
I hate,
I am both and much more.
See me as a mirror,
With two panes of glass.

If you find me wrong,
If you find me lost,
Then you you will never find me.
I am here within the words.
Lost but soon to be found.
I am here,
Come to me with open minds,
My words are a piece of the world,
That binds all of us together.