It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
Something beautiful is happening inside for me
Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery
I feel hypnotised
I feel paralysed
I have found heaven
There's a thousand reasons
Why I shouldn't spend my time with you
For every reason not to be here
I can think of two
To keep me hanging on
Feeling nothing's wrong
Inside your heaven
It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
I can feel the emptiness inside me
Fade and disappear
There's a feeling of contentment
Now that you are here
I feel satisfied
I belong inside
Your velvet heaven
Did I need to sell my soul for pleasure like this
Did I have to lose control to treasure your kiss
Did I need to place my heart in the palm of your hand
Before I could even start to understand
It's only when I lose myself in someone else
That I find myself
I find myself
~*~Depeche Mode, "I Lose Myself"~*~
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Like Juniper Breezes.. from the depths of angels' souls~ across the far away skies.. to the bottemless abysses~ of below.. An overwhelming amount of meloncholyness... an overwhelming amount of joyness... His eyes pierce through~ to make me feel... a little taller on the inside, a little smaller on the outside.... A colour unsure, yet: as close as a soft as juniper breezes get.... to the oceans..although so gentle and quiet like night skies. Oh, the strange fasinations.. will it ever end? If we are to part~ to go our seperate ways. Those eyes will haunt and stir this soul. When the breezes blow.. to caress my face~ like his fingertips~ I know he'll live on inside of my mind; the scent of him.. will pull tears from my eyes... Like Juniper Breezes... ~Liana's Flowers~ 9.24.98
Today we live in a silly ass world ... and sometimes we find it rather frustrating. Whether we're stuck in traffic during rush hour on the parkway out of Pittsburgh,
or if we're face-to-face with paperwork, people, or just flat out fed up with the world... We tend to look towards something else to brighten our days..such as practicing our rights of free expression through art, poetry, acting..or being the audience of those,
socializing, watching fish in an aquarium..Hey, what ever you do to relieve that tension is great..
Carpe Diem!! its simple Latin... It means " SIEZE THE DAY!" ..so exactly what is that suppose to mean? It means to live for the moments.. " to making it count" as they said at dinner in the movie Titanic. Just take each chance.. and just do it...be sincere..make it fun and dramatic.... take the days and make it count...because there may never be tommorrow!
"It is hard to be brave," said Piglet,
sniffling slightly, "when you're only a Very
Small Animal."
Rabbit, who had begun to write very busily,
looked up and said:
"it is because you are a very small animal
that you will be Useful in the adventure before
us."
~*~ The Te of Piglet, by Benjermin Hoff ~*~
I was born on October 23, 1979. Born as a Libra-Scorpio Cusp. Born as a typical artist which would continue and to grow and would become one of my strongest characteristics as a human being. It has had it's advantages, yet it has had its disadvantages as well. I was born on "The Day of Conflicting Karma" now if that doesn't say enough I don't know what does. I haven't let it get the better of me though. With my downfalls of not being able to rarely achive stability in all my aspects of life, and the way controversy fallowing me as though it were a tail and I was a stranger creature of sorts, I have a talent for dealing with situations as they arise and am a rather impulsive person.
I tend to express my opposing views quite bluntly. Disliking vagueness and ingrating speech, my words offend others. I can be pegged as a rough and unsophisticated person by the majority of society.. Although my attitude anymore is " who is to question others? Especially when society can't live up to their own standards?"
As the planet Mercury and the number 5 rule my life, speed and quickness of thought and change are with me... This can cause me to overreact mentally and to change my mind and physical surroundings with great reguality.