CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET?????

Hi mor...ayy..makahilak man ko...Where shall I start???

    Okay....Let's start about the good times we shared. You, me, Sylvia, Eunyoung and Jovielyn. Let me see... Hmmmm.. Weird, I can't remember any specific moment. A..Your birthday... Here goes my side of the story..I know that you and Sylvia has a special kind of closeness. You're like sisters!.. and I RESPECT that!  

    I just feel... "out of place" whenever the three of us are together, even if eunyoung and jovielyn are around it's like the three of us doesn't exist..I'm sorry if it seems to you that I'm being over-sensitive. Maybe it's just my feelings. That's how I feel e...Does it seem like I'm JEALOUS? Maybe in a way. But it's not really that. And to be completely honest with you, I have an ill feeling towards Sylvia, Eunyoung and Jovielyn. 

SYLVIA: It started during the report of Elen Pagonzaga, about the appendixB..still remember? Sylvia said "Zel, paphotocopy ta ana",something like that..it was the way she spoke the words..I just nodded..then it made me think "Magpaphotocopy ta o magpaphotocopy ko??" Remember one time, we had an assignment in econ..it was an exercise and we have no photocopy yet. then she said, "zel magpaphotocopy ta ug econ"..pag-abot sa library..ga-ingkod lang..gatabi mo.. hehehe...maypag ni ingon na lang sya na magpaapil cya ug paphotocopy kay mo uli cya.. di ra kaau cya offensive para sa ako..I know Sylvia is very childish, sometimes insensitive.. demanding...I think I've mentioned to you before that I find it very hard to express my anger, cause it's just hard for me to..and as much as possible, I don't like to argue.. so I just keep quiet..Boutan man si sylvia, no doubt...If she is not concerned with me that much, I respect that...

EUNYOUNG: She is very kind...no doubt..but very insensitive and demanding at times..and self-centered.. Gi bikil man gid ko niya mor..nakasala man pod ko sa iya kadtong I said something ofensive sa iya dress, tong para sa atong english..Anyways..u were absent in Philo wen it happened..the afternoon before we leave for Iligan..nag istorya cla ni sylvia..eun said that at 12midnight her mom will fetch her and seung hee..then I said..uban ko..she said "Ikaw pod, ayaw na lang"...it wasn't a joke.. I was offended..then I thought, ok I will not go with them..pag abot sa math..bagsak ako score.. then she asked "do u still remember my scores before?" zel:"why should i remember yours?" then I think she was offended..then she said "a..I rememmber na"...wala na man ko nasuko sa iya. in between baya si jovielyn sa amo duha, mao nang dili ko kaistorya na sa iya... maybe at times, everything is just a joke for her...but it's not for me...

JOVIELYN: I think you're really aware about our conflict...ana cya mag-una una ko..kay problema lagi daw sa powerpoint kay unsaon pagpresent na individual gud ang pagbuhat..ana cya sa text na, "a isa-isa tag disket..cge ba"..unya la cya nagbuhat..di na lang gid mo admit na, di cya kahibalo magbuhat, o gusto cya magpabuhat..di cya gusto mag-una una ko kay la pa na settle ang reporting, kung nagsabot na lang d.i mo..nya gisultian na lang ko..wala man lang gani cya nangutana nganong nag-una una ko?? i don't know if it ever crossed her very brilliant mind..ayyy..grabe na nakong panglibak noh! I'm just expressing my opinion...

ZELAH: If ever mag-una una man gani ko...the reason is that, nagdali ko na makauli ug sayo.. During those moments..dili nako feel na mo sulti na..una nako..o managhid..'cause it was those times na I felt out of place..kadtong nagstart ang conflict namo ni jovielyn…I was also frustrated tungod kay bagsak bagsak nako sa acc.7 and 9, nya affected pa gid ko sa ako manghod, kay manawag man ako papa nya magstorya about sa ako manghod..dili baya mi close sa ako papa…I couldn’t explain..and I also have a very personal reason..na dili gid nako masulti…sorry gyud kaau.. I don't know..I do not feel welcome na..even if kita ni eun ug sylvia lang ang mag-uban.. I didn't got to say sorry to all of you..'cause I find it hard to open up.. magsakit na akong buot kung mag-uban ta lima o upat..that's why kaysa maghilom ko unya ga istorya mo o makipagplastikan ko..maypa mag-inusara na lang ko o makipag-uban ila Stella… I just thought that you don’t need me anymore, kay la baya ko nin.u gilabot sa n.u pag divide ug summary sa finance…sensitive ra siguro ko kaau.. NOW THAT YOU KNOW...I HOPE THIS WILL BE BETWEEN US...I'M JUST HERE IF YOU NEED ME...THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN...FOR VALUING OUR FRIENDSHIP...GOD BLESS YOU...TAKE CARE...