New life
Mood:  lyrical
My new life begin with Elaine...

Mood:  don't ask
Topic: numb
numb

pathetic
Mood:  down
i phoned her..begging..crying..suffocating...twisting..

she wouldn't take me back..she will not take me back..

k..i let her go..3 days ago..in this 3 days? i've been through like hell..i got to stop myself to think of her..

I want her..i want her not..i need her..i need her not..

she bring me joy..pain..joy..pain..

i heard her voice, i'm choking..



i'm juz a pathetic..

don't want you to go
Mood:  down
i told sam today, i can't commit..and i dun want any relationship anymore..and i wait for her to find someone else..

but i dun want her to go..i dun..

new start
Mood:  happy
start...