beyond dreamz

Friday August 8, 2003

Finally the community sing competition and cheer competition is over, had really stay back these few days in school rehearsing the dance step, but our hard work did not go down the drain, we manage to get 2nd in our community singing and 1ST!!!! for the cheer *APPLAUSE* all of us are really very happy, and these show that practice make perfect right.. *nod nod* heex.. actually todae is going to my class outing one, but see like nobody go, so i 'pang sei" they all and go buy the old folk home visit thingy. todae i stay back after school and see how the sec 2 and 1 are doin for their performance, there really a great improve in them *keep in up*, i am utterly tired now, after a long day happiness and joy. still got home visit , bbq and POP haven finish... think after all these have finish, i will have to get down seriously in my sch work already... haiz...

Friday, August 1, 2003

i want to dance with the leaves and through every edge unbothered , slowly fall flat on the ground and still tell the whole world that i am fine...i have really been tie down this few day with the community singing competition, now is finally over but we still need to practice for the actual day, really never though that we will make it to the final...nowadays, i realized that i do stumble at all obstacle i face, unsolved problem seem to haunt me and everyone else... disagreement around seem to become worst as time go by. i really dont like feeling when everyone around starts to trust me and tell me their feeling, i feel the heavy load of responsibility.

posted by Jinying at 18:23PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

I feel a sudden tinge of dull loneliness, I dont expect anyone to walk beside me, or quietly watch my back from behind, but I still need someone to talk with.... Finally this web is up. it took me a long time to do it.... so happy is finally up. -sigh tomorrow still got 2 test haven't learn yet... this sat interview already... I wonder how it will goes, what really will happen if the posting is up, i really dunch know,.

posted by Jinying at 16:23PM

Sunday, July 27, 2003

I am utterly tired now, yesterday went to red cross hq with Wendy they all to but badge and take the guard belt, it had been a long time since I went there," miss there"... haha... today is the school 21st anniversary, we have rehearsals for it for so long finally the day has come, but the sky doesn't seem to be with our side, just as when the parade was about the start, it started to rain...utterly disappointed ... train so long yet the last min rain... , but never mind, the rain didn't chase off our enthusiasm, we started shouting the cheer, soon the rain became smaller and smaller, and we were ask to form up behind tech blk, as we were outside red cross room, we did not heard the system and we were the last uniform group to reach there, so embarrassed sia..., the parade go on very smoothly and fast, heard that the marching was not bad... so happy... need to thank the all the commander esp. the guard of honour commander, think that he had really done a great job...*applause* me just come backing from my dinner at, Eddie and weiliang had joined us too for the dinner, really laugh until roll on the floor... sengkwang eating really very funny lorhz... lolx, we sat at the MAC for almost 2 hrs chatting, really very fun... I am really utterly tired now, but still don't feel like sleeping, tomorrow still need to meet up for the thingy, really don't feel like going....

posted by Jinying at 12:55 AM

beyond dreamz
It's so true, that whenever you're crumbling, the whole world just tells you to be strong. the advice just flows out so easily that sometimes I wonder if they even understand anything about what's going on. who doesn't want to be strong? who wants to get hurt all the time by the one he/she loves the most? they want you to be strong, they tell you to be strong, but it never crosses their mind that you want to be strong too. but no matter how hard you try to stand up, you can't. they don't realise that although you appear so strong all the time, you are actually so fragile. that although you always try to be tough, you do need a shoulder to cry on.

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Friday August 8, 2003 Finally the community sing competition and cheer competition is over, had really stay back these few days in school rehearsing the dance step, but our hard work did not go down the drain, we manage to get 2nd in our community singing and 1ST!!!! for the cheer APPLAUSE all of us are really very happy, and these show that practice make perfect right.. nod nod heex.. actually todae is going to my class outing one, but see like nobody go, so i 'pang sei" they all and go buy the old folk home visit thingy. todae i stay back after school and see how the sec 2 and 1 are doin for their performance, there really a great improve in them keep in up, i am utterly tired now, after a long day happiness and joy. still got home visit , bbq and POP haven finish... think after all these have finish, i will have to get down seriously in my sch work already... haiz... Friday, August 1, 2003 i want to dance with the leaves and through every edge unbothered , slowly fall flat on the ground and still tell the whole world that i am fine...i have really been tie down this few day with the community singing competition, now is finally over but we still need to practice for the actual day, really never though that we will make it to the final...nowadays, i realized that i do stumble at all obstacle i face, unsolved problem seem to haunt me and everyone else... disagreement around seem to become worst as time go by. i really dont like feeling when everyone around starts to trust me and tell me their feeling, i feel the heavy load of responsibility. posted by Jinying at 18:23PM Tuesday, July 29, 2003 I feel a sudden tinge of dull loneliness, I dont expect anyone to walk beside me, or quietly watch my back from behind, but I still need someone to talk with.... Finally this web is up. it took me a long time to do it.... so happy is finally up. -sigh tomorrow still got 2 test haven't learn yet... this sat interview already... I wonder how it will goes, what really will happen if the posting is up, i really dunch know,. posted by Jinying at 16:23PM Sunday, July 27, 2003 I am utterly tired now, yesterday went to red cross hq with Wendy they all to but badge and take the guard belt, it had been a long time since I went there," miss there"... haha... today is the school 21st anniversary, we have rehearsals for it for so long finally the day has come, but the sky doesn't seem to be with our side, just as when the parade was about the start, it started to rain...utterly disappointed ... train so long yet the last min rain... , but never mind, the rain didn't chase off our enthusiasm, we started shouting the cheer, soon the rain became smaller and smaller, and we were ask to form up behind tech blk, as we were outside red cross room, we did not heard the system and we were the last uniform group to reach there, so embarrassed sia..., the parade go on very smoothly and fast, heard that the marching was not bad... so happy... need to thank the all the commander esp. the guard of honour commander, think that he had really done a great job...applause me just come backing from my dinner at, Eddie and weiliang had joined us too for the dinner, really laugh until roll on the floor... sengkwang eating really very funny lorhz... lolx, we sat at the MAC for almost 2 hrs chatting, really very fun... I am really utterly tired now, but still don't feel like sleeping, tomorrow still need to meet up for the thingy, really don't feel like going.... posted by Jinying at 12:55 AM