10/23/02- What else can go wrong? There are some days when things just don't turn out the way you want them to. Sometimes it seems hopeless, but that's life. The only thing that keeps me going is having faith and believing that there IS hope even when the world around you collapses.

10/5/02- I try so hard to pull away, yet again and again I fall at the first misleading sign, end up hurting myself every time. I don't know what to do next, only praying that God would lead my way.

9/10/02- sitting here in the little fish tank doing chemistry web assign with ivan. this is as exciting as ncssm gets...

8/30/02- wow, I've survived the first three weeks of ncssm! going home for break weekend today!! what can I say about the school? I've never done so much work consecutively in my life. It was tough, but fun, I definitely learned how to manage my time well so that I don't have to go to sleep at 3 in the morning. i did it~~

8/4/02- life's boring again, no more svsm, no more hanging in the lobby at night and no more dancing/laughing like crazy. but hey, i've got two years of svsm style of school ahead of me, starting this coming saturday~ fun fun... dunno if i'll have a chance to say goodbye to everyone before i leave.

7/25/02- woohoo, finally done with our project *relieved* but there are only two more days of svsm left =( i'm gonna miss everyone here so much.... i'll take lots and lots of pics tomorrow at the banquet, hopefully we'll all keep in touch =)

7/15/02- I ran 2.5 miles this morning while i was half asleep, it was a good excercise, but made me realize that i should probably never be on the crosscountry team hehe... got our electronics research project today--programming lego cart, fun huh? well, hopefully we'll be able to get it done this week and cram up a paper by next week

6/26/02- still packing and getting ready to leave for summer ventures. i'm so excited about it heheh. hopefully i'll get a nice roommate on sunday. well, i did a little update on the site by adding in the quiz/personality section, look around k?

6/4/02- can't believe i've neglected the page for so long... school's finally ended, i've got nothing better to do. i'm still tired from the three hours of ice skating yesterday, need some more sleep...

4/25/02- i've made up my mind, i will goto ncssm. yes i'm going to miss my friends a lot, and it's going to be a big change, but i've been to five different new schools in the past four and half years, in three different cities, two different countries, so why not do it one more time? i'll be looking forward to living like college kids, and making some close friends there, hopefully there are some hot guys~~ =D

4/14/02- spending the first two days of being 17 with a fever wasn't all that great, but i still had a good birthday. this is definitely one of those b-days that i'll always remember. thanks to all of you that made it special =)

4/5/02- this is going to be a good day, i knew it. got to chat with zhang chenhe for a while around noon(hush Han, hush yidi..lol) Gonna work on science olympiad stuff for a while, and go to 'fun friday' after dinner, maybe i'll even drive there myself...

4/4/02- I got my driver's license!!! hehe, so all you people on the road better watch out, I might even drive back to arizona some day**

4/2/02- nothing much is happening, i've been sitting in front of my computer and working on that long and boring chemistry project all day. I must get out and do something useful with my spring break....this sucks

4/2/02- nothing much is happening, i've been sitting in front of my computer and working on that long and boring chemistry project all day. I must get out and do something useful with my spring break....this sucks

4/1/02- omg, my mom called and told me that we got our greencard!! My first thought was, "thank You God" it's like my prayers have finally been answered after almost four years. I'm so happy right now that my head is spinning. if everything goes well, I might be able to go back to china this summe, I'd have so much stuff to prepare and arrange for?* big wide smile*

3/31/02- It's Easter! I spent about six hours in church…it was fun, but tiring? A lot of people got baptized after the service, that reminds me of when my baptism two years ago. Time flows by me way too fast, wish that I could go back to the days~~

3/30/02- I've officially started my page, there's a lot more work to do though